kehidupan sebenar....

ntahla, hidup ni memang mencabar... igtkan bila dah hbs study hidup ni bolehla rileks2 skit tapi rupa2nya x... tapi nak slhkan pasal persekitaran xblh gak sbb mmg aku rasa aku bersalah dalam menentukan haluan hidup aku... agaknya aku ni jenis yang kena lalui semua benda dulu baru boleh blajar untuk mematangkan diri... susah2... tapi xpe... kena tabahkan diri gak sbb nak xnak, nilah kehidupan... hahaha... redha je la...

academician or academic practitioners

Hahaha... two types of question I should asked myself... Am I an academician or am I an academic practitioner? Well, it happens to me that I see myself more towards an academic practitioner because I still learn how to be a real academician. Everyday I encounter with lots of problem, mainly with the students and sometimes it is new. However, it is good for me as I can imrpove myself and look at learning English from a different perspective.

Hmm...

charity works...

Charity works... What does it means??? Is it for publicity or is it for the sake of humankind??? Well, that is what I am searching for during last weekend when I am involved with a charity work held to relieve the burden faced by the flood victims... The venue is quite near to where I am now but at first I was not been invited!!! Guess what??? Huhhh... I don't know whether it is a one man job or is it for the purpose of putting your name for it??? Nevermind because my colleagues from the other branch had called me and ask me to join them.... That's the spirit of friendship.... Then I know that it is the matter of sincerity for the reason why I am joining the charity work besides meeting my buddies... Hehehehe...

The things goes on for two days... We repaired the houses especially the floor and the roof, we even cook for a small feast and it is very exciting to have everyone lending their hands for the program...

Then the sad day came... Everyone had to say goodbye to each other because the program had ended but in return, it is a very memorable experience for me as I finally know the truth in cahrity work...

Till then....

a huge relief at last....

Last night will be the most memorable night for me... I had done something that I think will affect my entire life but I believe that what I had done is actually the best for me and I am putting my faith on it... Few days before the end of 2007, I've got an offer from PTPL Penang, where I had go for an interview for the similar position as I am now but sad to say that I have to refuse for it... It seems that they are giving me a contract where in it I can not pursue doing my master degree for two years... Hmm... Nevermind, as there must be something good about it...

Life is as usual... No major changes except I am on a diet... Hahaha... Without my car, everyday walking to my working place, I believe this is not a problem for me...

What else should I say, hmm... Well, life for me now is quite bored as my 'soul' is not here doing her practical at the moment but it's still okay for me... I'm used to being alone... Hehehe...

Till then...