full of surprises...

OMG, I haven't updated my blog for ages... Sorry as it was not my intention but I was really busy lately... With all the works (copywriting, ICONHCD 2009 and such), I don't have much time to spend for blogging...

Well, for this entry, I would like to share the surprises made by my lovely fiancee for my birthday (actually my birthday was on the 8th but since it was Hari Raya Aidiladha, so we had to moved it to the next day...)

First, we went to Sherwood Steak House, situated somewhere at Pantai Selamat Mart (is it correct???) for our lovely lunch where she had made a reservation for both of us... Frankly, that was my first time being treated for a fine dining restaurant and I really appreciate all the efforts she had put into getting a very nice and recommendable place for us... (baby, if you are reading this, I want to say thank you again for that wonderful lunch... I wev you so much baby until there is no more tomorrow for us...)

Here are the meals...

This is my meal... A very healthy meal actually... Huhuhu... (Xadil sebab baby dapat yang lagi besh...)

This is her meal... Shedap kan???

Sorry because I forgot the name of the meals but I can sure you that it is worth eating... After all the munching part, then she surprises me again with a slice of my favourite cake, Blueberry Cheecake with a small candle... Thanx baby, again... Then, we went for shopping where I bought two Renoma T-shirts, shoes for my 'hantaran' and she bought me my birthday present, a perfume (Escada Sentiment... Senang pilih sendiri...) Huhuhuhu...

All in all, I am really happy for all the surprises until I shed into tears (wakakaka... malunye...) in front of my baby because I had never been treated like this before in my life and I am glad to have you Zetti Adela as my sweetheart...

p/s: She made me a very nice card actually even though it is a last minute work but still captured my heart to love her more than the first day we fall in love... Mwahx... Mwahx... Mwahx...

thanx baby...

Guess where were we? Yes, in the LRT... Putra LRT to be exactly... This picture was taken while we went to kL with my baby's family looking for things for our BIG DAY... Hahahaha... It's very near actually and both of us couldn't wait for it... Really mean it...

Well, she is the princess of my heart (lepas ni baru jadi queen tau...),
Her smiles melted my ego as a man...
The sweetest smell of her can stop my heartbeat for a while (kalau forever nanti, matilah la plak...),
Every time I get close to her, I couldn't stop myself from falling for her...
You are my strength for the upcoming days...
Because of that, I love you forever...

tag again...

1) Bekas kekasih saya adalah:
That's one funny quest... (Pinjam boleh x ayat ni shayang?)
2) Saya sedang mendengar:
Nothing... Belum ada mood...
3) Mungkin sy:
Akan menghabiskan duit dengan menghias rumah baru dan bercuti dengan Zetti Adela...
4) Saya suka:
Berangan membayangkan ada duit yang banyak... (Well, who doesn't kan?)
5) Sahabat2 baik sy:
Semuanya kat Perak except my baby...
6) Saya x paham:
Kenapa shayang saya sangat degil.... Wakakaka...
7) Saya kehilangan:
Orang yang paling saya sayang (arwah makcik)... Al-Fatihah...
8) Ramai yg berkata:
Bapak playboy dia ni... Playboy ke I ni shayang???
9) Makna name saya:
Ntah...
10) Cinta itu adalah:
Nice but still can be a pain in the a**
11) Di suatu tempat, seseorg sdg:
Muntah2 and jaga exam at the same time (tengah risau ni... baby ok x???)
12) Saya akan cube:
Membahagiakan semua orang...
13) Makna SELAMANYA...
Untuk manusia xde, yang ada hanya untuk Allah...
14) Henpon saya:
Amat terbaekkk walaupun ada yang lebih terbaekkk dulu... Huhuhu...
15) Bila sy bangun dr tido:
Bawak keluar baju yang nak pakai dari dalam almari...
16) Saya paling meluat apabila:
Tengok orang tak sedar diri n rasa diri dia bagus sgt (amek jwpn yani n baby)...
17) Party adalah:
A meeting place for friends...
18) Hewan yg paling cute penah sy jumpe:
Anak kucing...
19) Peringkat umo yg paling menyeronokkan:
Masa budak2 sebab xpayah fikir macam2...
20) Hari ini:
Saya kena siapkan minit mesyuarat ICONHCD 2009... Huhuhuhu...
21) Mlm ini sy akan:
Meng'hadiri' dinner date dengan my shayang n her family kat Tanjung Lumpur...
22) Sy betol2 inginkan:
Kebahagiaan yang berkekalan (adoi.... jiwangnya...)
23) Bile tgk muke kt cemin pagi td:
I need a shave...
24) Soping kompleks:
Tempat 'melabur' duit, tgk bdk2 baru nak up n cari barang2...
25) Makanan segera:
Sekali sekala bolehla kot... Selalu sangat nnt mudarat...
26) Ayat2 terakhir kate pd org:
I wev u too shayang...
27) Nak pjgkan TAG NI?
Xnak bagi sapa2 dah sebab ramai yang dh dapat tag ni...

tag by my baby...

The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
Each player answers the questions about themselves
At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names,
then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment,
letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time : 8.15 am
Name : Mohd. Shafeirul Zaman Bin Abd. Majid
Sisters : One
Brothers : Zero
Shoe size : 12
Height : 178cm
Where do you live : Kuantan
Have you ever been on a plane : Yes
Swam in the ocean : Many times... I like swimming in the ocean...
Fallen asleep at school : Who doesn't...
Broken someone’s heart : Dengan yang mana satu ni? Hehehehe...
Fell off your chair : Pernah tapi tak ingat bila...
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Selalu.. Dengan mybabydemukk for sure..
Saved e-mails : Nope...
What is your room like : Simple and not messy... I'm moving to another room soon...
What’s right beside you: Handphone...
What is the last thing you ate : Roti telur bawang and roti kosong... Burpppp...
Chicken pox : Yes...
Sore throat : Many times before...
Stitches : Yes, kat eyebrow... Jatuh skating...
Broken nose : Belum lagi and tak nak pun...
Do you Believe in love at first sight : Depends but my baby is my love at first sight... Huhuhu...
Like picnics : Heavenly suka...
Who was/were…The last person you danced with : My baby tapi dia xnak menari...
Last made you smile : This morning when I was talking thru the phone dengan my baby...
You last yelled at : Students yang lambat siapkan Tell Me More... Sorry, I have to...

Today did you…
Talk to someone you like : As usual, started my day with Zetti Adela...
Kissed anyone : Yes...
Get sick : Not yet... Not plan to...
Talk to an ex : Hmmm... Jawabkan baby...
Miss someone : Of course my wife-to-be....
Who do you really hate: Liar and hypocrite people...
Do you like your hand-writing : Yes... Bulat2...
Are your toe nails painted : Oppsss... Sorry, I'm straight okay...
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : Showrooms’ beds…
What color shirt are you wearing now : Brown...
Are you a friendly person : Ntah tapi senang nak bergaul la...
Do you have any pets : Officially no tapi ada seekor anak kucing tidak rasmi menjadi peliharaan rumah sewa kami (Wakakakaka... Very the skema one...)
Do you sleep with the TV on : Bila dah letih sangat...
What are you doing right now : Answering this tag and sms-ing my baby...
Can you handle the truth : Yes, even though it's hurt...
Are you closer to your mother or father : Susah nak defined sebab I'm closer to my aunt (arwah...)
Do you eat healthy : Hahaha... Funny question... No....
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : Dah kat dalam kotak yang menunggu untuk dilupuskan...
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : My Zetti Adela for sure...
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : Depends on the situation...
Are you confident : Have to walaupun kadang2 main redah je...

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
-Dapat pangkat satu untuk SPM... Bangganyer...
-I had lots of 'Cinta Monyet'... Huhuhu...
-Sangat kurus compared to now...
-Sangat aktif main skate...
-Suka berbasikal...

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
-Pay all my debts, my parents' debts and my family's debts...
-Mengerjakan Haji... Travelling around the world maybe...
-Beli my dream cars...
-Buat rumah yang besar dan cantik...
-Sedekah pada mereka yang memerlukan...

5 of my bad habits
-Unpredictable...
-Suka tido...
-Suka makan...
-Suka simpan kotak2 or paperbag...
-Suka menghabiskan duit... Hahahaha...

5 places I’ve lived/living
-Siputeh, Perak
-Batu Gajah Perdana, Perak
-Bandar Baru Bangi
-Kampung Baru, Kuala Lumpur
-Kuantan

5 people I tag
- Tak nak tag sapa2 blh x? Hahahaha...


Finish time: 8.40 am

presents from my baby...

She surprises me yesterday with her presents... Actually it was in a small sachet (am I correct here???) containing two chocolates, peanut biscuit and this thing (picture...)

Sorry because I had finished all the chocolates but the main thing here is about this small and nice card (should I call it a card???)... I love the words in it... I'm sorry if you couldn't read the writing as it is too small but one thing for sure, you won't regret reading that part... The words are well arranged and somehow it easily captured my heart... Thank you so much baby... I wev you so much... Mwahx... Mwahx... Mwahx...

i like this picture...

I think I like this picture so much because it reminds me about my childhood time when I used to sleep on my father's arm... Hehehe...

mount kinabalu...

I'm supposed to post this entry quite a time before but I don't have the pictures until recently...

So now I want to share with all of you my experience climbing the tallest mountain in South East Asia...

I went there from 29th April until 6th May 2008... I took a very challenging trail from Mersilau-Laban Rata-peak of Mount Kinabalu-Timpohon Gate...

And here are the pictures...

me taking a break from the challenging trail (Mersilau-Laban Rata)

a very nice picture of me with Mount Kinabalu at the back... have a look at the fog at top right hand corner of this picture... that is the peak of Mount Kinabalu...

at Laban Rata signpost... check out again at the fog in this picture...

have a real look at the temperature... no wonder there are so many fogs around... me @ Laban Rata Rest House (the foods and drinks there are really expensive... but again think about the efforts of bringing all the things here... reasonable right???)

me on top of the world... no I'm not, me at the peak of Mount Kinabalu (Low's Peak)... hehehehe.... a very spectacular view from up there... you are suppose to be there too... (Mount Kinabalu - 13,435 feet or 4095 meters above sea level...)

my love for her is unquestionable...

You are my passion, my life, my love... Without you I would have no reason to live... All the stars in the universe could not replace what we have together... I thank you for the love we have and your gentleness... Never forget me, as I will never forget you... I love you forever...

convo@Unisel

Last week i went to my sister's convocation day at Unisel (Kampus Berjuntai Bestari)... This was her third convocation actually (1st, Diploma at ITP, 2nd, also Diploma at UTM (a twinning program actually with ITP and 3rd, Degree in Marketing from Unisel)... Well, let the pictures tell the whole stories...

happy faces of mak n abah... (lega dah, semua anak2 dh lepas...)

me n my sister (shayang... look what i've got for you...)

mak, abah n my sister

my sister with her scroll, flowers n teddy bear (mak beli, aku tambah sikit je... huhuhu)

the view from inside the hall (thanx to my friend Meor, who is working with Unisel... because of him I managed to get inside n sit among the vip...)


Well, me n my sister had finished our studies (not really for me as I'm planning to further my study soon... Otago, here i come n baby, you are coming with me too k... As my wife for sure... hehehe...) So I would like to take this opportunity to say thank you a lot to my parents, my lovely aunts (I miss my beloved Mak Wo so much... Al-Fatihah for her) n my family members for supporting us throughout our studies and making us who we are today... Only Allah can repay your good deeds for us... Love you all...

pics....

As I have promised last week, here are the pictures of me and my fiancee during our engagement...

Enjoy the pictures...

in a happy discussion...

OMG... shukenye dia bila depan kamera...

us with the hantaran...

us with big smiles... (counting the next phase in progress...)

Well, everything went good on that lovely day... My love for her is getting greater day by day... I can't wait for the 'real' time soon... Do pray for us eh...

p/s: Wait for my next post... I had attended my sister's convocation... So there will be new stories and new pictures....

alhamdulillah...

Syukur Alhamdulillah...

Done with my engagement day (26th October 2008)...

Pictures will be uploaded once it had been edited...

Thank you very mush for those who attended the ceremony...

Thank you also to my family members who had been helping a lot and willingly to come from Perak and Kuala Lumpur...

And finally thank you to my sweetheart for her poem for me, for being with me up till now (she is my fiancee now) and for everything that you know, that I know, that some people know, some people might not know... Hehehe... I wev you so much darling...

Next phase counting is in progress...

the countdown is almost done... (1st phase)

Today : 22nd October 2008

How many days to go?

I don't know... I'll tell you later then...

(I'm not going to tell you actually... Hahahaha...)

LOL cats....

This is me surrendering myself to you baby....

Mwahx... Mwahx... Mwahx...

16 days to go and still counting...

My big day (second big day actually, the real one is sooner) is just around the corner and I'm really hoping that this time it's for real... Why? Because I used to had a bad experience before but InsyaAllah this time around it will be totally different...

To you my dear, I would like to say thank you very much for being with me all the times through ups and downs in my life... I really appreciate your companionship... Thank you for all the laughs and smiles you gave to me sayang... Thank you for all the endless love and care that you had shown on me... I really love you for that... Thank you also for being really understand about my life, my style and the best thing is about my past... I can never find someone else to replace you as you are the best in the world...

"From the first day you walk into my life, a very bright sun shine on me so that I will not live in darkness anymore... When you laugh, a very pleasant breeze struck my face, leaving me with wanting it more... Your clear eyes tell me more that you had been in misery life before but I promise you it won't happen no more... The sweetest smell of your body has somewhat make me sleeping every night without forgetting about you in my mind... I love you so much sayang... Really love you..."

The poem above is for my sweetheart who had been for me all the time, through all the sweetness and bitterness... I love you Zetti Adela Bt. Zolkepli...

at last...

As usual I started my day by chatting with my baby thru the phone and today I feel really glad because of few things...

Firstly, because I had my nice and enough sleep last night... Thanx to my baby because she really understand my needs (don't feel guilty shayang as you are not the reason why I'm so tired lately... huhuhu...)

Secondly, I received an offer letter from my previous college (KPTM) regarding me being a part time lecturer there replacing one of my ex-colleague who had given birth to a very beautiful baby girl... Syukur Alhamdulillah since I had been waiting for the letter for quite a time... (Memang betul2 rezeki nak kahwin nie... Besh2...)

Thirdly, I don't know why but I feel happy today... Wakaka... Dats it... Chiow...

tag... again???

The person who last tag you is:

zetti adela @ baby


2. Your relationship with him/her is:

a best friend, bro, colleague (used to) and a bf... (the list going to be continue later, InsyaAllah)


3. Your five impression of him/her:

a - comel

b - sgt suke bercerita

c - selalu grumpy (but I still love you baby)

d - sexy (ye eh???)

e - manja (sgt2)


4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:

She drives all the way from her house to see me when we were in a fight... (thanx baby, I really appreciate that)


5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:

I will love you till I draw my last breath... -jetto- (on my HP screen)


6. If he/she become your lover, you will:

She is my lover now and I've been going through a wonderful life ever since...


7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:

I won't ask her to change everything except for certain thing (you know it sayang) because I accept her as what she is and no one is perfect in this world...


8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:

Last thing on earth I will be thinking of...


9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:

My bad, my mistakes and my stupidity...


10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:

Pray for her happiness, pray for our relationship and pray for our future... (I'm getting married to her)


11. Your overall impression of him/her is:

Sexy, yummy and very understanding... Very good in things I like (hehehehe...)


12. How you think people around you will feel about you?:

I don't know but please don't judge me before you know me well...


13. The characters you love of yourself are:

Hardworking and punctuality (even though sometimes I'm not that punctual, hahahaha...)


14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are

Insecure...


15. The most ideal person you want to be is:

Again, no one is perfect (if you are thinking that I'm going to answer it as to be a perfect person) but I'm trying my best to be the best...


16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:

Thank you so much for everything...


17. Pass this quiz to 5 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:

1. Nuar

2. Intan

3. Kak Anisz

4. Tini

5. Yanie


18. Who is no.1 having relationship with?

It starts with B or maybe S, I don't know... I should ask him about this... Hehehe...


19. Is no.4 a male or female?

Female


20. If no.3 and 5 are together, will it be a good thing?

It's the same with Intan's answer, one of them is the boss and another is the employee (aku baik sebab tak panggil Yanie kuli... Hohoho...)


22. What is no.2 studying about?

How to handle mood swings when you are pregnant (wakaka...)


23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?

Long before Raya... She used to be my HOD...


24. What kind of music band does no.4 like?

I don't know... She's more into novelty world (minah jiwang... huhu..)


25. Does no.1 have any siblings?

Yup, but I don't know the exact numbers...


26. Will you woo no.2?

Hell no... She's my friend, married and expecting her child...


27. How about no.4?

Again, no because she's getting married soon...


28. Is no.1 single?

Refer to answer for question number 18


29. What is the surname of no.3?

Shafie...


30. What’s the hobby of no.5?

Crying I guess... (Jangan marah aku Yanie... Kenyataan... Heiho...)


31. Does no.1 and 5 get along well?

Kind of... Both are from Perak and one of them is the student and another one is the lecturer...


32. Where is no.2 studying at?

She is now working...


33. Talk something casually about no.1:

People call him as Tok Wan, an ex-student of mine, from Perak, a die hard-fans of Nubhan, very hardworking and very active in many activities organized by the college... (Asyik2 muka dia gak yang datang tolong... Tapi memang bagus la dia ni...)


34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.3?

Never... She's my sister je...


35. Where does no.5 live at?

Kuantan and Perak...


36. What colour does no.2 like?

Blue... (hardcore...)


37. Are no.3 and 1 best friend?

Nope... A student and a lecturer terms of relationship...


38. Does no.3 have any pets?

No I guess...


39. Is no.1 the sexiest person in the world?

I feel like vomitting out... Help... Help...


40. What is no. 5 doing now?

Continue crying... (wakakaka.... best sakat ko nie Yanie...)

hahahaha....

more animals

This one suits you sayang....

20 days to go...

I came back to Kuantan on Saturday morning with a very pleasant driving... 9.15am off from my lovely hometown and arrived at Kuantan around 2.00pm...

Once I arrived, I went to Secret Recipe buying a slice of 'Chocolate Walnut' cake for my baby together with a bouquet of flowers which I bought somewhere at the wet market as that day was her 25th birthday... I love you so much baby...

After that, went straight to her house despite the plan of surprising her that didn't went accordingly... Huhu.... 'Lepaking' with Mr. Zol and Mrs. Afidah (do I spell it correctly sayang? Correct me if I'm wrong k) in the kitchen eating 'Nasi Hujan Panas' together with 'Ayam Masak Merah' and I must admit that the dishes are very yummy (bukan nak bodek tau tapi memang sedap).... Spending my time there until 6.30pm then both of us (me n my sayang la xkan dengan mama dia plak) went out... Our first destination, Giant Hypermarket buying some souvenir for the newly born baby of Hasni Suhana (my former colleague at KPTM) and her husband Shah... Sayang I ni plak boleh meroyan nak beli pacifier 'Elmo' from Sesame Street untuk die.... Huh.... Comel katanyer and I finally got the chance to buy a pair of Asadi slipper... In fact the last one with my size....

Then, we went to Hasni's house and chatting until there are signs for us that we had been there for a very long time (jangan marah Su, aku gurau2 je.... Hehehe)... Our final destination was Badam's house... Lepak2 makan kuih raya sampai lebam (sorry sis makan kuih yang you simpan tu walaupun dah tau mahal tapi sebabkan sedap belasah je kan baby?) and sembang2 dengan Sodeng and Pa smp dh terlalu larut malam and it's time for us to get our fat ass from there...

On the way back, baby suruh I berhenti tepi jalan and she vomit a lot (kenape eh shayang??? I xbuat apa2 pun kannn??? Wahaha...) Keshiann kat sayang I... Well, dah panjang sangat entry I nie... Continue later k...

it's raya time...

Well, never been to the blogging world for quite a time...

This is going to be the first year I'm celebrating Raya with my baby and hopefully my last Raya as a bachelor... Huhuhu...

I can't wait for next year as many things are coming to me (of course the good things)...

Baby, thank you shayang for all the great time you spent with me, for all the courtship you gave to me, for all the patience in entertaining my 'syndrome' (you know it better) and for everything... For that I love you so much and will always do....

See you all after Raya... Maaf Zahir dan Batin...

not in the mood...

I don't know why sometimes people like to do things to you! Something that is not good for real. Something that can make you mad. Something that can make you feel unsecured.

I really hate this actually. Really make me not in the mood. Pissed off with what had happened.

Isn't it good if everyone can do their own job without disturbing others' privacy? Just let me be in my own world. Stop buzzing around in my life and get the fucking brat ass out from my face. Huh, I started to use that four letters word because I'm totally pissed off with what had happened. I think I better off now before things started to turn worst.

my biggest inspirational picture...

comment on brain power...

The article was actually taken from e-comm, a web page for UMP users. It is interesting on how people look at certain way differently from others.

I wish more people who can think critically (on the solution) are born today so that we don't have to live in the same situation anymore...

brain power....

Case 1
When NASA began the launch of astronauts into space,
they found out that the pens wouldn't work at zero gravity (ink
won't flow down to the writing surface). To solve this problem,
it took them one decade and $12 million. They developed a pen
that worked at zero gravity, upside down, underwater, in practically
any surface including crystal and in a temperature range from
below freezing to over 300 degrees C.

And what did the Russians do...?? They used a pencil.

Case 2
One of the most memorable case studies on Japanese
management was the case of the empty soapbox, which happened in
one of Japan 's biggest cosmetics companies. The company received
a complaint that a consumer had bought a soapbox that was empty.
Immediately the authorities isolated the problem to the assembly
line, which transported all the packaged boxes of soap to the
delivery department. For some reason, one soapbox went through
the assembly line empty.
Management asked its engineers to solve the problem.
Post-haste, the engineers worked hard to devise an X-ray machine
with high-resolution monitors manned by two people to
watch all the soapboxes that passed through the line to make sure
they were not empty. No doubt, they worked hard and they worked
fast but they spent a whoopee amount to do so.
But when a rank-and-file employee in a small company
was posed with the same problem, he did not get into complications
of X-rays, etc., but instead came out with another solution.
He bought a strong industrial electric fan and pointed
it at the assembly line. He switched the fan on, and as each
soapbox passed the fan, it simply blew the empty boxes out of the
line.

Moral: Always look for simple solutions.

Devise the simplest possible solution that solves
the problems

Always Focus on solutions & not on problems

dilemma...

Some people say that certain thing can not be regret of... I agree with it but sometimes, the thing that we had to let it go keep on striking our mind... Everyday, every moment, every second...

At this particular time, I'm facing the situation and I kind of don't like it very much... It somewhat had affect my works, my concentration on other things as well as my daily normal life...

What should I do? Should I consult someone good at this thing? Should I ask my seniors on what their opinion is? Or should I just let it go like that?

The main thing now I can not bear with all the pain of thinking the same thing again and again... I wish I can solve this thing as quickly as I can...

Can anyone help me?

famous quote....

'Explosions in the sky'

Have you heard about this? Hehehehe...

I keep on guessing what is the real meaning for this quote... Huhuhu...

Opinion please...

stressful...

The art of convincing?

Any idea?

How good are you in convincing people to believe in you?

How about internal and external matters that keep you away from believing in someone?

Huh... A very hard subject for me... Big problem with this (putting entire believe in people)...

Tension...

reply 2 a tag by baby...

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU: 1. Shef 2. Sheffy 3. Tapis

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES: 1. Teaching in class 2. Talking to my colleague 3. Texting my baby

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY: 1. Outing 2. Spending quality time with loved ones 3. Tido

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AS OF NOW: Ask my baby for this part coz she's the one who let me know of any new song.

THREE THINGS YOU LOVE IN A LADY: 1. Understanding 2. Simple 3. Comel (Hehehe...)

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS: 1. My family 2. My baby 3. My friends

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE: 1. Nokia N96 2. Package trip to any island 3. A car

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR NEXT VACATION: 1. Any island 2. Switzerland 3. England

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. Outdoor activities 2. Jalan2 dgn my baby 3. Tido

THREE FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTERS: 1. Naruto 2. Shin Chan 3. Kiteretsu

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FAST FOOD:. 1. KFC 2. McD 3. Pizza

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS: 1. Nescafe O' Ais (besh2) 2. 100+ 3. Yogurt drinks

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR WALLET: 1. Money 2. ATM cards 3. Pic of my baby

THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 1. Blue 2. White 3. Black

TOP THREE U LOVE SO MUCH: 1. ALLAH swt 2. My family 3. My baby

memories...

This photo was taken last year during 'Rumah Terbuka Raya KPTM Kuantan'...

It happened that I found this photo while checking the contents of my thumb drive...

Me, in grey 'Baju Melayu' with the rest of the Epsilonians (English Lecturers)...

I really miss my friends and 'her'...

T.I.O.M.A.N.....

Well, I really miss those moments... This is the place where we started, I get to know her better, she is using the right moment in 'knowing' me... Hehehehe.... Shayang (Nuar mesti nak menganjing I panggil you macam ni kan? Wakakaka), I really miss our memories there... Huhuhu... Xpe2, next time boleh g lagikk kan?

By the way, the picture was taken on our way back to the mainland (not China la...) while waiting for the ferry... Me, Jetto (she is my gf now... huhu) n Nuar... Three 'budak bulat'...

Why do I like her?

A very complicated question and answer...

Well, we start off as a colleague, then friend, then abang and adik and thennnnn, hehehe... Here we goes...

She is good at speaking and listening (a good listener I guess), pampered enough even though sometimes she asked if she is spoilt (no lah, I don't think so), naughty, her hair smells good together with her hands (can I say this in my blog? heh, who cares!), friendly and understand me and my busy job... Huhuhu...

The most important thing I like about her is that she is 'she'... Zetti Adela that I've known since the beginning until today...People says that love is blind and I kind of agree with that but the blindness is good because at least we have someone to guide us to our destination right? And I know she is always there for me... Thanx baby.... I wev you so much...

p/s: This pic was taken during Intan and Din's post wedding photoshoot somewhere at Rompin, Pahang... A very nice view there... (She said my hand looks yummy in this pic? Hehehe...)

This is one of the picture that I like the most... Taken using my handphone (I really miss that handphone) and edited by my shayang.... Nice kan? Well it was during one of Epsilonian program that we snapped this picture = English Adventure Race a.k.a E.A.R... (no wonder he's big, he eats people.... huhu... caption from baby butukkkk)

Really miss those moments.... Sob... Sob...

H.A.P.P.Y... Yeay...

Done with the convocation day. Everything went well. Before the convocation, I went to a wedding with my shayang. Surprised because they had the 'nafiri' thing. Like a royal wedding.

Before I forgot, let me say thanks a lot to my dear because she had willingly fetch me from home, drive me to the wedding and then to the convocation (even though it's actually me who did the driving part. Huhuhu.) At 4, she drove back to the venue to fetch me (this is quite funny because she went to my house thinking I was there. Wat la you sayang. Hehehe.)

Then we had a very nice walk at EC Mall. Looking for engagement ring. Nice kan that wedding band?

After hours there, we went to 'pasar malam' and she bought me my favourite... Thanks again shayang. You really know how to pleased me. Went back, then ZZZzzz...

The next afternoon, went to another wedding with her (I like the chair at the dining table for the pengantinla. Very nice and grand) Went to Terminal Makmur sending her brother, again met with Mr. Zol (it seems nice now. Syukur Alhamdulillah) then heading straight to Megamall watching movie "The Death Race" (lots of yummy2 people in that movie kan shayang?)

The last thing, went to the bank and unintentionally checked my balance, wahaha, gaji dah masuk... Yes2... Syukur... Btl2 tgh dah kering ni gaji plak dah masuk... All in all, kena berjimat cermat as we had planned to settle down soon. Mwahx2, wev you so much shayang...

post continuum = crap... hahaha...

Yesterday was a boring day for me... Been to the rehearsal for UMP convocation, stayed there for nearly half of the day without doing anything and just looking at people doing their job... Huh...

But at the same time I feel glad, a real happiness as I had catch up back with my relationship.... Thanks shayang.... Really appreciate your patience in 'entertaining' my syndrome... Should I call it a syndrome? Bolehlah kot... Hehehe...

We had a long talk last night even though we usually talked almost at that duration nearly everyday... Wakakaka... (We are addicted to talking to each other kan? I wonder how it's going to be when we are married? Hmmmm....) Mostly the conversation is about our plan to settle down by 'very soon'.... (Surprised me the suggestion came from the mouth of mama.... Huhu)

InsyaAllah...

I don't really know how to start for today. I had been haunted by my past which is not very good, I mean in the relationship term.

I had been dumped before, sad, neglected, sorrow, lonely...

But I knew that after all the bad things, I still can get through it. Even though it is hard and now, I think I am getting that 'stupid' phase again in my life. Being left out by my own gf whom I am not sure about her feeling towards me yet. Whom I think still in memories of her previous love. Whom can not move on (hopefully she started to as I am afraid I can not stand no more) and whom is looking at this life from her previous view.

You, please don't be like this. I need you. I know it's hard for me to change but I'm trying my best to. You know how I'm not used to have a gf who have a male friend-close friend? I know it's hard for you to forget all the memories but you need to try hard for it. You have to accept the new life, new bf and new surroundings. I'm not like 'him' who can let you go out easily with another guy, having dinner date, spending time because I am not a believer that man and woman can be bestfriend as they have the tendency to fall in love with each other and if I'm not mistaken, we happened to be like that before right?

This week is a very busy week for me. I have to finish drafting all the invitation letters for the ICON HCD 2009 (www.ump.edu.my/iconhcd2009), a convocation to attend in the weekend together with convocation expo, my personal life which is not very good lately. I don't know. Really, I'm exhausted. Feel like going back to Perak and have my own sweet time there. Feel like turning off my mobile phone so that no one can get me. Feel like going on for a vacation alone.

Many things in my mind right now and the 'best' thing, I'm alone. Like I have no one (for you sayang).

I know I might be over emotional at this particular time but I don't know how and where else I can voice out everything. Thanks for reading my crap. Thanks to you my dear because of 'leaving' me 'alone' in this moment. Really appreciate that. Chowwww.

a sad chapter in my life.....

I don't know what is going on with me and her... Am I being too jealous???? Maybe.... I feel so inferior right now.... I know it's not good to curse but I really feel like cursing today.... Huh...

I asked her what is wrong with me, then she said nothing (this is for her bestfriend = whom she is so close to and kind of proposed her before and very well protected by her....)

Next, her ex bf... Hah... This is another chapter... I really mean it... A chapter.... She keep denying that she still had feelings for him even though I asked her for few times.... One of the best example is through her 'Friendster'...

I know I'm not a perfect person.... But I'm trying to.... If you are reading this entry (I know you would and you know who you are), please understand me and my feelings and give me a chance.... Because without a chance, anything can be impossible... Move on k.... Please....

Hello everyone....

Last weekend, I spent my time with my shayang @ kL.... Actually xnak pegi pun but she insist me to be there as she has a workshop @ UiTM Shah Alam.... It's also a good chance for me to meet my 'bro' Anuar who is currently studying @ KPTMkL... Hehehehe....

We, the three of 'bulat' brothers and sister went to Pavilion and the infamous Petaling Street... Besh2... The best'est' part was when we were at Bukit Bintang and suddenly I heard somebody is calling my name... Guess who???? My real sister with her frens... Calling up my name like Bukit Bintang is our 'territory' (you know the meaning of this kan shayang???? Wakakaka....)

And thennnnnn, we watched the shuffler performances and everything....

Next day, I and my shayang went to Kelab Golf PDRM @ Taman Tasik Titiwangsa attending her friend's friend wedding.... Nice kan over there??? (for youla for sure)....

Next agenda, shopping time... For real, it's Ayong's time... Huhuhu... As she is getting married in about a week... We went to Jalan TAR and spent almost 4 hours there when a 'thing' happened and me and my shayang had to go back to Setiawangsa meeting her family and 'MR. ZOL'.... Sweating like a ... man over there.... But still ok lah....

We went back to Kuantan around 8pm and reach there by 12pm... A very pleasant driving (thanks to you shayang for making me all awake during my drive... K.O.D.I)....

A new episode in UMP...

It's been four days now I had left KPTM... Everything goes as usual except my new and challenging surroundings....

New tasks had been given to me and the best part is, I was appointed as the secretary for an international conference... ICON HCD 2009 (International Conference in Human Capital Development 2009)... Huhuhu.... But I'm looking at it in a positive way... This might be my chance to get an early confirmation status... Hehehe....

I'm trying my best for it and hopefully, I can do the best for everything... Pray for me eh....

- KPTM + UMP....

Sayonara KPTM....

A very nice place to be where i learnt everything here. Friendship, foe, hardworking, love, hatred and the list can goes on... Huhuhu...

29th July 2008 will be my most memorable time in my life coz this was the last day of my KPTM world... As usual i start the day with lots of energy, patience and excitement but again, this will be my last 'adventure' in that surrounding.... Why 'adventure'? Well, you have to be there and get your own feeling why I said KPTM is an adventurous place... Huhuhu.... Leaving behind my great legacy... My beloved girlfriends.... Heh, sayang, jangan marah eh coz you will always be my beloved special girlfriend and the worst, all the students' activities that I love so much....

Xpe2, maybe I can do something better at UMP (Universiti Malaysia Pahang)... A very new place to me, with new surroundings and new people but for sure, this is IPTA, where everything being perceived as important here especially when you are in the academic world...

Oklah, need to go to my class... Wish me luck then....

kehidupan sebenar....

ntahla, hidup ni memang mencabar... igtkan bila dah hbs study hidup ni bolehla rileks2 skit tapi rupa2nya x... tapi nak slhkan pasal persekitaran xblh gak sbb mmg aku rasa aku bersalah dalam menentukan haluan hidup aku... agaknya aku ni jenis yang kena lalui semua benda dulu baru boleh blajar untuk mematangkan diri... susah2... tapi xpe... kena tabahkan diri gak sbb nak xnak, nilah kehidupan... hahaha... redha je la...

academician or academic practitioners

Hahaha... two types of question I should asked myself... Am I an academician or am I an academic practitioner? Well, it happens to me that I see myself more towards an academic practitioner because I still learn how to be a real academician. Everyday I encounter with lots of problem, mainly with the students and sometimes it is new. However, it is good for me as I can imrpove myself and look at learning English from a different perspective.

Hmm...

charity works...

Charity works... What does it means??? Is it for publicity or is it for the sake of humankind??? Well, that is what I am searching for during last weekend when I am involved with a charity work held to relieve the burden faced by the flood victims... The venue is quite near to where I am now but at first I was not been invited!!! Guess what??? Huhhh... I don't know whether it is a one man job or is it for the purpose of putting your name for it??? Nevermind because my colleagues from the other branch had called me and ask me to join them.... That's the spirit of friendship.... Then I know that it is the matter of sincerity for the reason why I am joining the charity work besides meeting my buddies... Hehehehe...

The things goes on for two days... We repaired the houses especially the floor and the roof, we even cook for a small feast and it is very exciting to have everyone lending their hands for the program...

Then the sad day came... Everyone had to say goodbye to each other because the program had ended but in return, it is a very memorable experience for me as I finally know the truth in cahrity work...

Till then....

a huge relief at last....

Last night will be the most memorable night for me... I had done something that I think will affect my entire life but I believe that what I had done is actually the best for me and I am putting my faith on it... Few days before the end of 2007, I've got an offer from PTPL Penang, where I had go for an interview for the similar position as I am now but sad to say that I have to refuse for it... It seems that they are giving me a contract where in it I can not pursue doing my master degree for two years... Hmm... Nevermind, as there must be something good about it...

Life is as usual... No major changes except I am on a diet... Hahaha... Without my car, everyday walking to my working place, I believe this is not a problem for me...

What else should I say, hmm... Well, life for me now is quite bored as my 'soul' is not here doing her practical at the moment but it's still okay for me... I'm used to being alone... Hehehe...

Till then...